Parents leave and children rail.

Children leave and parents pale.

Either way, we live in Hell.

-Stella
9-14-18

A leaf falls
My heart lets go
A thread breaks
And it all falls to thready pieces
Of pain and joy and death and whys?
My brain is flooded
Of fear, adrenaline
Pull back!
Push forward!
HARD!!!
Try Try Try
Nearly die
Nearly DIE
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I want to be happy

I want to feel snowflakes on my nose

I want to be peaceful

I want to feel raindrops pool at my toes

I want to feel sunshine

Reaching

through skin sinew and flesh

I want to be part of

something beautiful

Perfect and true

Where ARE you???

-Stella

7-30-18

Sometimes,

when the sun is shining,

I feel it on my face,

its warm embrace.

And the cool chill of the air

whispering through

my fragrant hair.

I fold myself into your Love.

The perfect kind

from Above

Knowing I’ll be safe,

In Your unwavering Peace,

Your Certain

eternal Grace.

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